
Monday, October 19, 2009
DeathTouch Prop
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Halloween Blahs
I am writing this to say I am really not happy with myself . Here it is, my most favorite month, my most favorite time of the year, and I have the Halloween blahs. I am not enjoying myself either. I have the house decorated, I have the food bought for the party, but I am just not in my ususal Halloween spirit. I have not been since all the emotional baggage started with Tim. Once the shock wore off I believe the stress of my life and all it's ups and downs that fall totally on my shoulders has worn me down to where I don't have much joy in my life. My two greatest "joys" have been my son and creating Halloween haunts. Jacob is still my only bright light, but with him having cp and all that goes with it, that light dims at times with worry and stress. But for some reason, try as I might, I can't pull the love and creativity of past Halloween's. So this year I am taking a break, no elaborate haunts, no elaborate prop making, just food and my family and a few friends. I hope to leave this burn-out behind and maybe next year become once again, "The Queen of Halloween," like everyone calls me. We will see....
Friday, October 9, 2009
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