Dark Harvest Part ?

Long time no post...I have been in a bit of a funk lately, trying to decide yet again which way my Halloween plans will turn. I have been turning plans over in my mind and all I can go back to is the worry over Jake. I look at trying to put on a big haunt this year with lots of people and I just cringe. So very unlike me. The corn is even growing which I thought it WOULD NOT do, so in some ways I feel like that is a sign. I am considering putting out a donation jar for myself. I will have to have money for the surgery and then for traveling back and forth for him to see the dr about regulating the meds. The haunt takes every penny I have plus Christmas is coming soon too! I have decided I am going to try and pull off DARK HARVEST the best I can (at least that's today's plan-ha.) I get nervous about it when I think about Darius not going to be here to help, who in the world will help? Everybody loves to come but no one realizes what it takes to put on and then clean up. The worry of rain is always a terrible anxiety factor too. More later